Tuesday, June 23, 2009!
HandWritten on; 9:48 PM
was talking to weilin (class mortal) on msn and he was complaining about As and since i have nothing to do i went to my blog archives and read abt what i was feeling/doing exactly one year ago.
many posts about how i am very very very very very tired of studying. of As. of the reading room. of the whole studying routine like how i wake up then go to sch to mug then lunch then go home and mug somemore and looking forward to waking up the next day to continue the whole cycle. i guess throughout these many months, we kinda forgot how we felt back then. i kinda forgot the whole torturous incredible experience. glad i blogged them down, not for anything but just for memory's sake. go juniorssss dont wish you're j1 cause they'll still have to go through everything like you, everyone's gonna pass through the same phase. work hard, forge your way through and it'll be over (:
i'm a fine person to say all that above since i was a horrible student i admit that and i had such terrible grades. i told myself to study hard in uni already and i will really try my best.
then as i was reading the archives, i came across posts regarding Prom, then all the gatherings and meetups with people whom i havent seen in a loong time eg my p sch mates. & then i feel guilty cause that was like the last time i really met them and talked. so now in the one and a half months before studying will begin once again, i have decided that i need to make more effort into planning outings and such, i can almost predict life is gonna suck once uni starts.
i think my MAD chalet post really documents stuff which happened during the chalet. i think narrative blogging style bores people out (even me) but im SO GLAD i wrote down what happened to jolt my memories. i suddenly miss the times in the RUA when i'll see dance ics choreo-ing their fac dances and i miss our dance camp and i miss seeing people laughing at one another and just.. have funn. (: MAD gathering?!
on a random note, h1n1 is really scary. not so much of getting the virus and about recovery, but more of the implications which come along with it. and to think we're at high risk. win already :(